Please help me....and i'll love you forever.?

I love Vinny Castronovo from ICONic Boyz. They were the runner-ups from this season of America's Best Dance Crew. I love him so much because he is so sweet, nice, funny, caring, inspiring, and so much more. Other girls just like him because they think he's hot. He used to be bullied, and now look where he is. He has like a million fans, maybe even more. His story has touched my heart. I was bullied alot this year and years before, so I know what it feels like. Before I had ever even heard of him, I would've never thought that my dreams would come true. And now, i'm believing in myself. My two best friends and I were going to save up money starting today, since summer starts today for us, to go to New Jersey. All three of us believed that we would meet the guys and they would fall in love with us. Now, i'm starting to lose hope, since they are starting to get more famous and are meeting alot of girls. I told one of my best friends this, and she said i'm right, it is stupid to think it will actually happen. My other best friend thinks that it can happen if we don't give up, and that we will never know if we don't try. Now, I have the worst luck ever, which is why I think it will never happen. I mean, if a million other girls are thinking that it will happen if they don't give up, will they fall in love with all of them? No, which is why I am very doubtful. Now.....my heart is telling me to try, but my brain is telling me to not be stupid. What do I do? My friends keep texting me, one telling me to not me stupid and the other telling me to not give up. Giving up is the LAST thing I want to do, and it makes me cry when I think about quitting, but won't I get hurt? Please help me. I'm going insane.